Life In Twisted Motion

To my “followers” (if I actually do have one. You know, the kind of people who really do wait for your next post) I’m so sorry for not posting an actual blog lately. Because the past 7 months of my life has been quite a roller coaster filled with different kinds of events, to say the least. But oddly enough, I didn’t feel any, not even a tiny bit of urge to blog about it. I may have lost my appetite for blogging, I don’t know.

So for my friends, those distant and far away friends, even the virtual ones I met online who follow my blog, here’s a little update on how things have been going for me and my life in general:

• I’m still unemployed, though I’ve been pretty much occupied by a lot of stuff. (i.e. freelancing, commissions, household commitments, pending artworks from last year, additional paintings and artworks, portfolio building, learning new programs, and other personal matters I have to deal with, etc.)

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This will probably be the last Friday I am going to see the whole block in our uniforms. We are graduating in a week. I can’t believe we’re almost there. And in a few days we will go on separate ways and work for different companies. and I’m afraid I am  not ready yet.

I’m going to miss my block mates, ‘cause they are my friends too.

So…anyway, here’s how the day went for me and my friends- all summed up in photos:

After the class meeting: block mates Lalaine and Pia playing with Cristina’s iPad

This is Dana -channeling her inner Sadako. but not really. This is just a failed attempt in producing a *creative* shot.

and Angel, our bonggang-bonggang class president.

me. (the fugly-dry-feet edition)

This is Pachee. pairing her black Chucks with the uniform (pa-rebel effect) just like what most of the CFAD students do back in 2007.

Ara, the ultimate bully-magnet. lol

Gab, one of my most favorite comic illustrators in class. check out his site!

merienda @ Nitz

Later that night after hearing the news about the tsunami potentially hitting the Philippines, we decided to party-like-it’s-the-end-of-the-world.(lol inside joke here) So, rather than staying indoors and watch the news, we chose to go out and celebrate so we can die happy together. too selfish, right? loljk, it was planned days ago before the tsunami happened.

gpoy. please ignore my double-chin.

i bet it is hard for you to love all of everybody in the whole world.

there is only 6 in the family and i can never do it.

cos i hate my f’cking father. he’s a piece of shit i want him to fucking burn in hell that damn bastard.

i always try to escape and run away from my issues in life. i guess was brought up that way. i remember when i was a kid, my father would buy me lollipops whenever mom beats me for misbehaving. he was the one who taught me how to avoid solving my problems. he was never a good example for us. and now i am blaming him for my immaturity and irresponsibility. but the reason why i am so afraid of commitments is beyond my knowledge and understanding anymore. when will i ever grow up.